I have all of these thoughts just floating around in my head…floating over and over and over again becuase I can’t ever seem to find the time to log on here and type them out.\u00a0 That’s why I started this blog in the first place, so that I could express myself as I wanted and then feel better mentally that I had gotten things off my chest – or at least that was the idea.\u00a0 I’ll tell you in once sentence what keeps me from blabbering on a regular basis…..<\/p>\n
I have a child.<\/p>\n
There, that’s it.\u00a0 I still have both hands and both arms and I can still see the screen and type –\u00a0but that’s where my time has gone.\u00a0 Every time I get a free moment, my brain is crowded with thoughts of things that I should be doing – things other than taking a moment to type the stress away – laundry, dishes, cleaning, cooking…..etc.\u00a0<\/p>\n
My life has changed in so many ways.\u00a0 Mostly for the better.\u00a0 I’m not sure that the path I was on before was a good one.\u00a0 It’s hard, or should I say it’s harder than the life I had before I had a long term relationship and a child.\u00a0 Being a mother is HARD.\u00a0 To me, there is nothing harder in life than raising a child.\u00a0 But I guess I need to keep telling myself that mothers have been doing it for a long, long, time (my mother did it!) so I am sure that I can get through it too.<\/p>\n
My question today is, how do you know if you’re saved?\u00a0 I’m speaking on religion, which maybe is too much of an opinionated topic, but I can’t seem to get it off my mind.\u00a0 Although, in this moment, right now, I think I have just answered my own question.\u00a0 I mean, if I have to ask it then I must not be saved, right??\u00a0 Is that how that works?\u00a0 My first introduction to religion was Quakerism.\u00a0\u00a0 And for many years thereafter that was the only religion that I knew.\u00a0 Only recently have I been visiting other religions to see what else is out there.\u00a0<\/p>\n
That’s all for now…. there is sooooo much more that I need to say, but I dont’ want to blow the laptop up.\u00a0 I am going to make it my mission to try and log on at least once a week, if not more to express myself… becuase I think it’s sooo important to BE YOURSELF.<\/p>\n
\u00a0Peace<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I have all of these thoughts just floating around in my head…floating over and over and over again becuase I can’t ever seem to find the time to log on here and type them out.\u00a0 That’s why I started this … Continue reading