I have stood here in this exact spot before and looked out this same window.\u00a0 It was at a\u00a0different point in my life, but the view looks the same.\u00a0 The scenery is the same…. the grass, the trees, the deck…. there is a shed now and some useless poles are gone but otherwise…yep, the same view.\u00a0 I wonder now what I thought about before when I looked out this window.\u00a0 Did I think that my life was good?\u00a0 That I was lucky to be where I was?\u00a0 Was I content in the direction that my life was going?\u00a0 Did I want more?\u00a0 I wish I could remember….\u00a0<\/p>\n
Sometimes I wonder if I ever have been or ever will be happy.\u00a0 If I get what I think I want, what then?\u00a0 Will I be happy then?\u00a0 When I looked out this window before, was I wondering the same thing?\u00a0 It just seems a little strange that I would be here, in this same place looking out the same window at the same view when I am at such a different place in my life…. or am I?\u00a0 Did I need to come full circle in order to move on?\u00a0 Maybe I have not changed, maybe my life has not changed…… maybe someone has moved the trees……….<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I have stood here in this exact spot before and looked out this same window.\u00a0 It was at a\u00a0different point in my life, but the view looks the same.\u00a0 The scenery is the same…. the grass, the trees, the deck…. … Continue reading