Who moved the trees?

I have stood here in this exact spot before and looked out this same window.  It was at a different point in my life, but the view looks the same.  The scenery is the same…. the grass, the trees, the deck…. there is a shed now and some useless poles are gone but otherwise…yep, the same view.  I wonder now what I thought about before when I looked out this window.  Did I think that my life was good?  That I was lucky to be where I was?  Was I content in the direction that my life was going?  Did I want more?  I wish I could remember…. 

Sometimes I wonder if I ever have been or ever will be happy.  If I get what I think I want, what then?  Will I be happy then?  When I looked out this window before, was I wondering the same thing?  It just seems a little strange that I would be here, in this same place looking out the same window at the same view when I am at such a different place in my life…. or am I?  Did I need to come full circle in order to move on?  Maybe I have not changed, maybe my life has not changed…… maybe someone has moved the trees……….

About Amy

Hello! I am 33 years old, a wife (just recently in 2012) and a mother (that came first in 2009). I used to be fairly laid back, but having a kid really upped my sensitivty which was heightened already. I really believe in saying how I feel, when I feel it. I express my feelings - alot - maybe too much...but I feel that it lets everyone know where I stand so that there is no confusion. And, I would like the same in return - but... good luck with that!
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